ahhh been awake since 4am and was rudely woken up by loud noisy flat mates...the joys of living in halls *sigh*

yesterday i had such a poo not only did the armour i built the other day fall apart but when i had group crit i got told my work is not up to scratch and the time and effort i put into my ffvii pictures were not worth it, they did not like the concept.

so now they want me to use ffvii cosplay with daily routines and that the model must not pose >.< and scene musn't be set. Also i should use a video camera -_-

it's a load of ball!

i don't usually mind but the assesment is tuesday..o well such is life in fine art. Wishing i chose a better course now. i am not a fine artist. Nor now do i want to be one. I am not into meaningful reasons and processes. I'm fed up with the false promises that were offered, and the walking contradiction of lecturers. Its no longer fun anymore. Just starting feel like i'm only at uni for social aspect now rather than the course. Thats not what i wanted -_-

I just wanna make graphic novels...

thank goodness i'm off home in 2 hours!

p.s sorry the rantings..